I'm in a number of codependent relation****ps. I keep finding however
that it is easy to get sucked into becoming one of the people I'm
codependent on. I am drinking again, because my friends push it on
me, and have a great deal of influence on my life. Sometimes it is
just depression, and being lonely that lets me fall victim to this
problem. I don't want to play the blame game, but I need sup****t from
a woman. I need guidance, and I need a relation****p. I want a woman
to fix me, because I'm ready to get help. I would start going to
meetings again, but it is to hard for me to do it independently when
my mother makes sure she is involved in everything I do. I don't
even have a life outside of the computer, or living with my mother.
I want to escape...


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