My therapist asked me,
"What is it that you want?"
And I just looked down
and said "I don't know"
And I had another friend say
"I don't know what to do"
and I said "I know how it is"
It's days like today
when things are mixed
when you don't know whether
to keep the light on or off
when the phone rings
at 4:47am
and you know who it is
when strange radio plays
all night
finding its way into your
dreams
and you wake up and stare
at the wall wondering
what it is
you want
